This past Saturday I sang two hymns at a funeral service for a lovely woman in my church community.
Delaine Holsopple passed peacefully in her sleep last week, and her husband Gary asked me to sing “How Great Thou Art” and “Amazing Grace”.
It was an honor to do so.
Delaine was a deeply Christian woman, and Gary told me she liked those songs.
As I sat there in church, getting ready to sing, I realized that I was supposed to be THERE in that moment, there was NO other place where I was meant to be. God blessed me with a decent voice, He blessed me with my church community, and the best way that I could serve my community in THAT moment was to sing for Delaine.
For the last few years I’ve struggled with my PURPOSE, I knew that I had found my professional purpose with Tampa Bay Solar, that was a no brainer; help roll back global warming AND make a great income?
I’m grateful to be in the solar business.
In my personal life I know that my purpose is to be a good father to Claire and Grace, a loving son for my Mom and Dad and a good sibling to George, Andrea and Danielle.
Even a good uncle to my nieces and nephews.
Perhaps at some point in the future: a kind and loving husband to my wife, if I’m blessed to be married again.
Being single has given me cause to reflect, and I know that things are happening right now for a reason.
My times of loneliness, isolation, sadness have given more insight in regards to my Spiritual Purpose.
I’ve found a certain measure of Peace in this.
I’ve drawn comfort and connection from the folks in my church community.
Perhaps my Spiritual Purpose is to be with these people, love them, even sing to honor them.
There are larger forces moving within my heart, and that is OK.
September 27, 2021